Thoughtless by S.C. Stephens (Thoughtless, #1)

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Before reading the last two chapters of the book, this was going to be a very different review.

Quite the opposite of a love letter. With Kiera I finally convinced that women are idiots. That’s right. I could barely read the Consequences chapter without deforming my face as a sign of horror and disgust. I just couldn’t understand the fact of having two beautiful men that adore you unconditionally but at the same time being so mean to both of them. To cheat Denny with no remorse but without making any promises to Kellan neither. I could hardly believe that someone could be such a jerk without realizing the terrible effects of their actions. To declare her love to both, not wanting to lose any of them but still make them suffer till they can’t get enough.

We were never innocent, Kiera. How naive are you?

But one of the things that really pissed me off was her constant crying, in every second of every scene for things that were entirely her fault. I think that the best word that describes Kiera is Shameless. Just picture the image of Kellan-the-love-of-my-life-Kyle knowing love from the first time and giving you his heart, but at the moment she had Denny back to her (by quitting his dream job), she ends up sleeping with him every day at night.

I want to be someone’s everything. I want fire and passion, and love that’s returned, equally. I want to be someone’s heart.

But well well, Karma is a bitch. Lastly, she ended up a few months alone, where she could FINALLY realize everything she’d done with the two most amazing people in the earth. She could feel all the pain that caused to her perfect boyfriend and to the lover of her dreams. So eventually my hate for her just became into sympathy. After that being said, I must admit that I really loved the ending. I’m a happy ending’s lover, so for me there was no other way for the book to end than Kiera and Kellan together as they should. So I give 5 stars to Thoughtless.

Now, once I have expressed my killer thoughts about Kiera, I could finally talk about Kellan. 10 stars and counting. I just ADORE Kellan Kyle. And once again, I feel that I found my best book boyfriend. The fact that he didn’t knew love until she came, and that Kiera hadn’t the typical profile of the woman that he had sex with, just makes him irresistible. That he gave up the way that he was used to live life, betraying one of the few people that he considered as a family, all for you. That he exposed his feelings and all his heart to be cruelly rejected more than once, having to repress everything he felt. And I could go on and on.

I’ve never wanted anyone, like I want you. Every girl is you to me. You’re all I see…you’re all I want.

Mention aside has their perfect physique, face, eyes, voice, hair, tenderness, etc. If looks could kill, I would be definitely dead by just the look of him. He was such a sweetheart over details, and his devoted connection with his music just melted me. I can’t imagine what would feel to have the attention of the lead singer of an amazing band. I’m quite fan of music so that would be like a dream come true. The only thing that stopped me a little from loving him completely was their wild impulses over sex with anyone that crossed his way. However, after knowing his past, since it was the only way of knowing something similar to be loved, I truly understood him. I think there are no enough words for describing his perfection to me.

I declare you my love Kellan Kyle.

If I’m yours and you’re mine…then I will take you, wherever and whenever I can.

 

Hasta antes de leer los últimos dos capítulos, esta entrada iba a ser bastante diferente.

Casi el opuesto a una oda para la protagonista….Con Kiera me convencí de que las mujeres son imbéciles. Así es. Apenas pude leer el capítulo de las consecuencias sin deformar mi cara en señal de asco y horror. Dos hombres hermosos que te aman incondicionalmente, a uno que engañas de forma descarada, y al otro, le das y le quitas. No quieres perder a ninguno, y los haces sufrir intensamente. Me costó bastante creer que alguien podía ser tan idiota y no darse cuenta de lo imbécil que estaba actuando, jurandole amor a ambos, llorando cada dos segundos por situaciones enteramente responsabilidad tuya..Más aún! cuando Denny dejó el trabajo de su vida por regresar contigo, mientras Kellan-el amor de mi vida-Kyle por primera vez conoce el amor, sólo que de la peor forma posible, abriendote su corazón mientras todas las noches te ibas a acostar con el otro. Descarada creo que es la palabra que mejor describe  a Kiera.

Pero bueno, tal como dice el dicho, “Karma is a bitch”, finalmente se quedó un par de meses sola, donde POR FIN se dio cuenta de TODO lo que había hecho sufrir tanto a su novio perfecto como a el amante de ensueño, así que mi odio por ella se convirtió lentamente en sympathy. Debo admitir entonces que el final me gustó. Soy amante de los finales felices, y para mí no tenía otro sentido que no haber terminado juntos como deberían. Así que 5 estrellas para Thoughtless.

Mención aparte merece Kellan Kyle. 10 estrellas y contando. Me encantó. Y una vez más, siento que he encontrado al best book boyfriend. El hecho de no conocer el amor hasta que llegó ella, quien no tenía exactamente el perfil de las mujeres como con las que se acostaba. Que renunció a  su estilo de vida por ella, traicionando a una de las únicas personas que consideraba como familia. Que expuso sus sentimientos y todo su corazón para ser cruelmente rechazado más de una vez, teniendo que reprimir lo que sentía día a día. Sin mencionar su perfecto físico, cara, ojos, pelo, voz, boy band leader, su ternura, preocupación por los detalles, ect. Lo único que me detenía de amarlo completamente eran sus impulsos salvajes por el sexo de una noche con cualquiera. Aunque luego de entender su historia, dado que era la única forma de sentir conexión con alguien, lo entendí completamente. Creo que las palabras no son suficientes para describirlo.

Te declaro mi amor Kellan Kyle.

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